Hello everyone today is a sad today. I'm sure that some of you have heard that the great and magnificnet Luciano Pavarotti has died today. It is very sad and depressing and opera fans around the world are in mourning and i just want to say. He was my idol he was magnifcent and i have posted some videos of him singing and you should really listen to them

ill post again later with my update but everything is pretty much ok

-phoenix

Hello everyone how has your week been going??? Well as for mine i have been having an ok week except for yesterday when there was like a chemical explosion and we werent allowed outside in case of toxic fumes and lots of people were reaally freaked out but it wasnt that bad. but even that wasnt soo bad and i found out that my brother might not be coming home this weekend which would really make my mom upset and on my birthday no less.

if you ask me nothing good has been on tv but as for movies The Bourne Ultimatum was good but left a lot of questions open; and No Reservations was good but a chick flick; and as for promising movies The Last Legion and Stardust and The Nanny Diaries promise to be good.

well there isnt much left to report except i did have a conversation with this man at my moms school and i felt soo smart talking about World War II well i have to go and ill keep you updated

hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hows your school

Hey my peoples sorry i havent been on in a while but i have been kind of busy. Its the first week back in school and i have hardly had any time to myself. I have chorus this year and i have French, biology and world history. Chorus is a lot harder than i thought it would be. But my classes are ok i guess. I got to see Josh yesterday he came by and visited us mere students. I had to skip practice today because my mother got sick. My parents are fighting and i'm fearing divorce but i don't think hey'd do tht they are to religious. Which is good hopefully its not that serious. My birthday is in just one week and i am actually kind of excited but i dont expect much. And Big Splash is coming and i hope ill get to go there to. . . . Have you guys ever gotten those really annoying phone calls begging you for money? I just got off the phone with one they are really annoying.Anyways what was i saying ooo yeah i got a job. or i hope i got a job im hoping to start working at this little store on Saturdays and maybe i can start bying some of my own stuff. well i got to go.


hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Back To School

Hey everyone tomorrow school officially starts and i now know where i'm going. I lucked out i get to go back to Colleton County High which is cool for me. I am not sure how my dad feels about it though. And Big Splash is coming up but i dont know if i will be able to go. I do hope so. And the play is in a little less than a month and i think it will be a great play i just dont want to do my solo. Its only 4 words but none the less. I am glad i got in this time. School is going to be pretty dull i bet but ill get over it. And by the way to all baby-sitters i seriously sympathise this whole week i have been baby-sitting the anti-christ he was terrible and i only got paid $50 for the whole week all day long soo yeah that sucked. And in less than 2 weeks it will be my birthday. Its going to be pretty low key and i dont expect a lot because we dont have a lot of money. But oh well i got to go and ill keep you guys updated.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hey my peoples
I have been having a pretty good two weeks so far cause i had a friend come over to my house for a week and now im at her house. We also went to the zoo which was really fun and i sunk to my old habits and my daddy bought me a stuffed bear and i named him beatle after the greatest band ever. My friends parents are really very annoying and she knows im outting this in here just to clarify. And my grandmother is out of the hospital and she was with us until yesterday. And finally went home and i am soo proud of my mother she actually cleaned the kitty litter. And ooo yea for you music lovers out there you must check out FlyLeaf there are awesome and i recommend the song Cassie. Well i guess thts about all for now ill keep you updated.

-Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

I have had a very long two weeks. First my grandmother went into the hospital and then my aunt was caught in bed by her husband with my grandmothers boyfriend. So we have had a very stressful two weeks. And then i got my haircut the wrong way but other than the whole ospital thing my life has been pretty good. I found a wicked awesome sale on movies and i got 5 movies for $20. I thought that was pure awesome and i even got my mother to watch one with me. Which reminds me my mother and i have been getting along very well lately. I think the week she went off did us a lot of good. Well there really isn't much else to say. Umm we have bible school coming up and oh yea i went over to this guys house to watch movies but we ended up playing spoons instead, and if you dont know what spoons is its a very vioent card game. Its kinda like musical chairs.Say four people are playing you would set out 3 spoons and each person would get four cards and then you would pass out the cards until you got four of a kind. And the first person to get four of a kind grabs a spoon and when you see someone grab a spoon you grab one and the person who doesnt grab a spoon gets smacked in the hand with all the spoons. Well i have to go i'll keep you updated.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

My Top 100 movies

Alright so i watched AFI's newest list on tv and i thought i would try and make one of my own. Now this list isnt based on best acting or cinematography these are just movies that i think are great movies just to sit down and watch and that you can enjoy. They are in no specific order but i do believe the top ten are among the best but if you decide to see some of these movies one is not neccesarily better than the other. They are in my book but who am i to tell you whats better and whats worse
Top 100 Movies According To Me:
1. Casablanca
2 The Godfather
3 Titanic
4 Gone With The Wind
5 Fight Club
6 The Wizard of Oz
7 Schindler's List
8 Psycho
9 The Lord of the Rings trilogy
10 Star Wars saga
11. The Notebook
12 Some Like It Hot
13 Silence of the Lambs
14. Mr. Smith Goes To Washington
15. The African Queen
16 The Searchers
17 Four Brothers
18 Eragon (the book is better)
19 The Phantom of The Opera
20 The Sixth Sense
21 Pay it Forward
22 Forrest Gump
23 Stephen King's The Stand
24. The Philadelphia Story
25 Bringing Up Baby
26Walk The Line
27 Boogie Nights
28 The Perfect Storm
29 The Chronicles of Narnia
30 Snow White (yes im serious)
31 Rebel Without A Cause
32 The Maltese Falcon
33 The Godfather 2
34 The Songcatcher
35 The Pursuit of Happiness
36 Blood Diamond
37 Rear Window
38 The BIrds
39 Moulin Rouge
40 Signs
41 The Breakfast Club
42 Ferris Bueller's Day Off
43 Ladder 49
44 A River Runs Through It
45 Swing Kids
46 Newsies
47 Rocky
48 Lies My Mother Told Me
49 Remember The Titans
50 Friday Night Lights
51 Pride and Prejudice
52 A Walk To Remeber
53 The Basketball Diaries
54 Girl Interrupted
55 Houdini
56. BoatHouse
57The Mexican
58 The Prestige
58 The Illisionist
59 E.T.
60 Citizen Kane
61 Finding Neverland
62 What's Eating Gilbert Grape?
63 Big Fish
64 Butch Cssidy and The Sundance Kid
65 Three Kings
66 Fear
67 War of the Worlds
68 Hatari
69 The Man Without A Face
70 Secret Window
71 Edward Scissorhands
72 Little Women
73 Boys
74 Mermaids
75 The Aviator
76 Catch Me If You Can
77 Fried Green Tomatoes
78 The Never-Ending Story
79 About A Boy
80 Four Weddings And A Funeral
81 Music And Lyrics
82 Speak
83 It Happened One Night
84 The Graduate
85 On The Waterfront
86 Jaws trilogy
87 Raiders of the Lost Ark
88 The Best Years of Our Lives
89 Annie Hall
90 A Streetcar Named Desire
91 To Kill A Mockingbird
92 Sunset Boulevard
93 HIgh Noon
94 The Sound of Music
95 Pirates of the Carribean trilogy
96 Field of Dreams
97 Armagadden
98 The Dangerous Lives of the Alter Boys (incredinle movie)
99 Bright Eyes
100 Dirty Dancing

That is my top 100 list its subject to change and if you ahve any suggestions please post but for now these are movies that i believe are jsut some of the greatest movies ever. I'll keep you updated.

hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hey everyone so my life is still pretty dull but not as depressing if tht makes sense. We went to the movies yesterday and saw Oceans 13 and Nancy Drew they were both ok. Im starting to wish i had gone to camp because theres a guy there who goes to my church but i really like him and hes not my normal type hes kinda that Corky cute i guess but he sweet nonetheless but i have a friend there whos keeping an eye on him and is going to tell me who he takes to the banquet. I know im pathetic. And next week is going to be like heaven my mom is going away for the week thank God. I think we need a break a huge one in fact. My rehearsals start in just two weeks and i guess im excited but i dont know. I dont have much else to say Oh yea one of m old favorite tv show Degrassi i just found out tht my favorite character died so ive been trying to find i site where i can downlaod it cuz it its not on YouTube by the way my fav character is JT its soo depressing, And i watched a documentary on the Titanic that says there was a huge design flaw and tht Bruce Ismay knew about it and fled the country once he got back. What a coward not only did he take a womans seat on the lifeboat but then he wouldnt even be a man and take the blame. I hate people like that. well i got to go ill keep you updated

hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Better Day

Today has been a better day then most. I got to sleep late and had pancakes for lunch. It's been a pretty relaxing day which is great. I even slept good last night i had my my headphonein so i fell asleep to KoRn, who knew a heavy metal group would be so relaxing. I talked to Josh yesterday he seems to be doing ok but sounds just as bored as i am but who am i to say. Anyways my friend Ashley knows i like Chris Angel so she sent me this email with a link attached and Criss Angel actually guessed my name and my phone number then he called me. It was pretty freaky, but it was cool to. I sent it to like 5 other people. It was hilarious. And then this guy Bill and his son Josh came over just to look for his umbrella but ended up talking for about an hour or more, but it was ok because Josh is pretty cool and we talked about movies and music so that was kinda cool. Well there isn't much else to say i'm sure my dad will be back soon to use the computer (hes preaching tomorrow) so until tomorrow i'll keep you updated

hastalamalaku

-Phoenix

My New Place

Hey all you guys out there, sorry i haven't been able to post in a while but when we moved our internet got disconnected and it took two weeks to re-establish. And i must say there is absolutel nothing to do in this town and there are constantly people from the church over here to make sure we're ok and we have so many crappy brownies that i am going to be sick. I must say i am seriously looking forward to starting on the play. At least that will keep me distracted. And it has been really weird not talking to Josh. I haven't talked to him since school got out. I might call him soon i don't know. My brother is going to come over to visit soon and he'll be here for i believe 3 weeks which will be cool, or at least i hope it will. It has been so far a really crappy summer, i think i have depression or anger-management problems one, because it has been really hard to get along with anyone lately and i have just been incredibly lonely. I mean when a person smiles its depressing. And next week my cousin is going to be spending the weekend with us to get away from her drunk mother. And my mother is still always sick she tries to be the best she can by doing stuff with me but shes not a good actress and i can tell shes faking it. My dad has been the only stable thing lately but even he can only do so much. Since we've come here he has been pulling away more and more. Or maybe its the other way around? I dont know things are just soo screwed up i can't tell the difference. I know this all sounds totally corny but whatever. If it weren't for bands like KORN and Criss Angel i might scream. Because when i'm mad i just go in my room turn on there music as loud as it will possibly go and scream as long as i can take it. And when i am not screaming i am singing along with them. I can't wait to get out of this place. You would think living next to a church and having a dad as a pastor would be like living in Heaven but its more like a hell hole. I really like what Criss Angel says in his song Mindfreak, " There's no reality, just this world of illusion that keeps on taunting me." It makes a hell of a lot of sense. ANd on Criss Angel: Mindfreak season premiere what Criss did was amazing i wish i had the courage to do something like that. In case you didn't watch it he levitated over the Luxor Light in Las Vegas which is over 500 ft in the air and he dedicated the demonstration to his father. Well maybe one day i can do something to make my father proud but lets face it being a rockstar won't impress my father. Well enough of my depressing talk i think i filled you in enough for now. I'll keep you updated.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

One More Day

Only one more day until we move, and only one more day left in school. I have one more exam today and then one tomorrow. The one left today i am not worried about, however i am extremely worried about the one tomorrow. We went to Ridgeland yesterday to drop off another load, a BIG load, might i add. And i hung some pictures on the walls. I have all my paintings on the walls, and about five posters on the walls. All i have left to put in my room is my bed and my tv. I am so ready to get this move over with, it seems like its been taking us forever.
Now on to the season finale of American Idol. First off among the guests, were Smokey Robinson, Gloria Knight, Carrie Underwood, Kelly Clarkson, Rueban Stoddard, Taylor Hicks, Gwen Stefani, Tony Bennett, and the top 12 of the season. They had the global Idols, making 5 or 6 people appear very stupid (im not even going to explain that one) BUt the worst part of the night was to hear all of those guests with the exception of Gloria Knight, Smokey, and Tony Bennet try and sing The Beatles or if you look at it technically The Sgt. Peppers Lonely Heart's Club Band. The only person who even did an exceptional job of singing them was Green Day singing John Lennon's Working Class Heroes. Everyone else put the Beatles to shame. And how come no one knows who the Beatles are these days. No one seems to realize that The Beatles were the first band to start so many different things. There will never be another be another band like them. They started so many things and bands today strive to be them people today just don't realize that. Anyways i shouldn't dwell on it it's not my fault that people don't know real music.
And i sent in my camp application and hopefully Amber is going to otherwise i might be very mad. O yeah and note to self i need to call Josh unless he's reading this he needs to call me.
O yeah and no wonder our world is falling apart people are putting their reliance in a set of CARDS, Is this what we've come to???? Come on people we need to do something about this satanism lurking the streets of our nation it is just wrong that no one is trying to stop this.
Our world is sooo depressing.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hey Peoples

Hey peoples how are your lives going??? Mine is actually going ok so far surprisingly. My room is almost gone now all thats left is my bed. And i had my audition yesterday. I think it went really well. I had a lot of fun to because i actually knew a lot of the people there this time. I won't know if i'm in or not until June 10. A lot of people tried out but they said all the older kids are getting parts. The play is called How To Eat Like A Child. And its just that. It is a play filled with lessons on how to be a child. It is really funny. But then at the end i got into yet another arguement with my mom.
I missed Heroes last night. But i was informed on what happened. And New York did not blow up thank god! but it also left you hanging on whether or not Peter and Nathan survived. And syler was killed by Hiro.
I watched another one of the movies on my list and i have now seen 33. It was called The Best Years of Our Lives. It was the story of 3 war veterans and how they go along after the war, and what had changed in their lives and how they pulled through. It was very good. I was impressed, ihave one more at the house to watch and then i can go get some more. Its called On The Waterfront. Its a mob movie starring Marlon Brando.
I talked to Amber yesterday and she sounds like shes doing better and she is supposed to be going to camp of course i am to but i have yetto send in my application. So i know i won't get my t-shirt but thats ok. O and i saw Nick yesterday he still claims i dropped the dresser. (inside joke) but basically we were doing the play Cinderella and we had to move the dresser onto the stage before they pulled the curtains and NICK dropped the dresser so it made this extremely loud nois that rang out all through the audience but he claims i dropped and i claimed he dropped it. I know i guess you had to be there. Well i gotta go i'll keep you updated i have to go study for my first exam and i have a presentation next period.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

On The Road Again

Well you guys it has been a very hectic weekend. Friday we did go to the movies and just let me warn you do not go see Shrek the Third. They even tried to mix in the story of the legend of King Arthur and Merlin. IT SUCKED. But i did watch a great movie when i got back home. It had my favorite actor of all time in it, James Stewart. It twas The Philadelphia Story. Another classic movie, and why do so many people these days have problems with black and white films??? In some ways it makes them better, i mean we just don't make movies like we used to. There will never be another James Stewart or Alfred Hitchcock. Oh well.
Lets move on to Saturday. First we had to go pick up this really crappy table from this antique store. UGH! Then my father and i got into an arguement on where i would go to school next year and lets just say the discussion isn't over yet. Well after that we packed up like 20 more boxes then loaded them all into the truck. THEN me and my dad went to Ridgeland to go unload everything. Fortunately my room is almost finished all i have left to put in there is my bed and my chester drawers with my tv. O and on Sunday we had church of course and my mother got mad at me for some unknown reason. But its always like that. But church was ok then we unloaded moms car and went to lunch with some of the other church members. When we got home i unpacked my dresser then we took the dresser to the dump. Now by the time i get home all im going to have left in my room is my bed. But at least i only have one week left of school.
By the way for all those people out there who dont know who James Stewart is please go rent some movies he is a classic and one of the greatest actors to ever exsist.

hastalamalakum

-phoenix

Hey everyone. Well for the next week i no longer have any bookshelves or a desk they have been moved to Ridgeland. So my room is really starting to look very empty. Today is all the seniors last day, which sucks. I must say i am going to miss Josh, Charles, Brandon, Demetri', and several others. Even though yesterday Charles picked me up and spun me around i wanted to hit him so hard but he ran off. And i lucked out yesterday because God made one of my favorite things happen he made it rain. I love the rain me and Bean spun around for like ten minutes and then i ran slwoly on my way to the local library. Then it got even better. It thundered. Thunder and lighting is so incredible. Just to stand around and listen to it and watch it. It's beautiful. Well enough of that. When i was at the librar i rented 3 more movies on my list. I got ...
1. The Birth of a Nation (1915)
2. A Night At The Opera (193_)
3On the Waterfront
I have already watched the Birth of a Nation. And it was good but i didnt agree with everything it said or should i say didn't say. It was a silent movie and three hours long. But it made the KKK look like the good guys.
And today has been ok so far and i don't want to sound like a sap but i am going to miss Josh a lot. And i hope i can get Amber down here soon so she can see our new house and we can just catch up.
Well lets see o yea i added some videos to my blog that way you guys can see some videos about the movies on my fav movies list and i will add some other ones on there to. Well i hope you enjoythem. I have to go. I'll keep you updated.

hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Well everyone i would like to say my day is going easy so far but of course its not. We worked all 1st period which was fine because the work was easy. But then i had to go to Ms. Drawdy's class to sign up for an audition for her advanced chorus class next year. I don't like Ms. Drawdy that much but i really want to be in chorus next year, and she only has three spots available and there are like ten peolple auditioning. So basically i have to kick ass at that competition. And because i was in Ms. Drawdy's class i was late meeting Josh. So Josh accused me of walking to slow to go meet him even though he did the same thing earlier in the week. And now i have to memorize 41 lines by 3rd period for extra credit because in the process of packing and cleaning i completely forgot about it. I have to memorize a soliloquy from Romeo and Juliet. Like that's going to happen. And in 4th period i have a math test the last test of the year. My last chance other than the EOCT (end of course test) next Friday. Fortunately i am only like 1 point from passing and once she adds in my extra credit points. i should be passing. And if i can make a 70 on this test i will pull my grade up there to. O and i have an audition on Monday for the new play. The last one was a ton of fun to work on. I met some great people and had a blast working back stage.

Well last night Melinda got voted off of American Idol, which surprised me. I like Blake better but i was sure that she was going home. But now the Final two are Blake Lewis the beat box singer from Seatle and Jordin Sparks the spirited 17 yr. old from which town i can't remeber.

Well i have to go now and memorize those stupid lines. I'll keep you updated.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Getting Ready To Move

Hey everyone i packed my first box 2 days ago and i have since packed up all three of my book cases. I actually think that i am going to miss that little house. And its going to suck if i don't get to go back to my high school next year, but i think i will be able to; because my mom is going to work in the same place so i'll just ride with her. And i don't want to admit this but i think i really am going to miss Josh next year. He will supposedly be going off to college. And i found out something yesterday about Charles but i am not going to write it on this website because i know some people who read it that don't need to worry about it.

I found out the other day that this guy who i knew that went to Iraq. His humvee was bombed and he is on lifeline now. Which really makes me hope and pray even harder than before that my brother doesn't go over seas. I'll just have to pray about it really hard.

And i have finally finished the first part of my screenplay. It is going to be dived nito three parts.

The final episode ever of Gilmore Girls came on last night. It was a very good ending, but i do wish that Luke had propossed. And it made me sad to i have benn following that showw since the first time it came on.

And American Idol came on last night and Melinda sucked, Jordin did ok, AND BLAKE WAS AWESOME.

well now i have to go i will keep you updated

hastalamalakum

-phoenix

Well we have begun our movie to Ridgeland. And i have finally decided to live with that fact. At least there are 2 bathrooms. And i finally have curtains. We are supposed to be staying there on Wed. because i dont have school on Thursday and we figured we would go ahead and start bringing some stuff down. I have already gotten some stuff packed. And i guess i like this church ok. Everyone seems pretty nice. And i think Josh is trying to get me to miss him because he says he will be moving up north for college. Speaking of Joshes my brother is going to come and visit us in June but only for 21 days then it write on back to camp Legune. And i hope Amber will be able to come down and see our new house i havent seen her in a while and i wish i could. Well i have to go so ill talk to you later

hastalamalakum

-phoenix

Hello my peoples

hey everyone i dont believe i have posted in a while but its been very hectic lately. First last weekend i was off on a youth leadership seminar in charlette.It was incredible to the best seminar i think i have ever been to. And daddy got a job at another church. We are once again the pastor's family, but that also means we will be moving again which sucks. I hope that i will be able to go to the same school though. And my mother has been sick again as usual and the other day she fainted and made the whole house shake when she fell. It would have scared most kids to ssee their mother lying on the floor not moving but this is surprisingly nothing new.It took me about 20 minutes to wake her up then i had to take her to the couch. Fun, Fun, Fun. Lets see what else have i been diong o yea we are now doing Romeo and Julliet in my english class which will be really easy seeing as how i have already read the book. O and i gave Josh a book that tells the stories of people who have given their lives for Christ, but he made fun of it. I do wish he would at least consider the idea of Christianity im not saying im gonna push it on him but i do wish he would look at the idea of it and not just write it off.

But anyways i decided to keep watching American Idol and im glad i did cause Sanjaya is gone and their are only four people left Jordin, Lakisha, Melinda and, Blake. Im pulling for Blake because i think hes the best but i think its going to be between Blake and Melinda

And i watched Gilmore Girls to and i am so excited Logan is going to ask Rory to marry him yea yea i am so happy about that. He might have a few bad moments but he is one of the better boyfriends shes had. And i think Lorelia and Luke are going to get back together cause they are talking again and he saw her singing 'I Will Always Love You' and Zac is about to go on tour but Lane decided to stay home with the kids. So i guess we'll find out whether or not Rory and Logan are going to get married tuesday.

o and i have decided to ask our new church if they'll let me get a group together and redo the old building no one uses and make it into a youth center so wish me luck on that one

well i have to go ill keep you updated.

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hello

Hey everyone well yesterday i somehow got invloved in a bet with Josh. not sure how tht happened but ok See yesterday Josh told Amber something and if dont find out what it was then i have to kiss Josh. but if i do find out i get a movie. Josh somehow managed to get me involved in this i swear hes tricky and it gets on your nerves sometimes especially when you get up and realize you have to win a bet. but Amber loves me more than him so shell tell me or at least i hope she will. otherwise i might have to be very mad at her. but i dont know i guess ill figure it out but i dnt know. anyways i missed american idol last night except for the last 2 peforemances which was Lakisha and Haylee i thought haylee was good but i didnt like lakisha this week but she has a good voice so shell pull through.

well i cant talk much longer and hopefully the whole josh thing will solve itself but i doubt it

-phoenix

Hey Everyone

So i meant to post the other day but i got distracted. School has been really exciting we are now basically protesting our school systems but i wont get into it. Anyways so my spring break is almost here i have to finish this week and then im done. And Amber is gonna come down,

oh yea i finished watching all 8 of those movies except for 2 and they were all really good especially The Godfather and The Graduate

and i talked to josh again and hes been trying to make me admit tht i loke him but i wont give him the satisfaction even though he knows i love him except on Saturday when he and amber called me and kept me on the phone until 1 am but i love both of them anyways. well i must go now ill keep you updated

hastalamalakum
-phoenix

Some Like It Hot

Hello everybody,
My week has actually been a very good week. And i love it becuase its been hot almost all week which rocks even though some like it cold but i like it hot. Speaking of some like it hot i watchd the movie last night. I think i already told you that i know have a list of 100 classic movie i want to see. I rented 8

• The Godfather
• Casablanca
• Some Like it Hot
• Shane
• High Noon
• A Streetcar Named Desire
• Schindler's List
• The Graduate

And last night i watched Some Like it Hot and it was so good i mean i didnt know a movie could eb that funny. It was just hilarious if you have a chance to see it watch it you will die laughing. It has Marilyn Monroe, Tony Curtis, and Jack Lemmon it a story of 2 guys who witness a gang shooting and have to disguise themselves as women to get away from the mob and one of them ends up falling for the lead singer who thinks that he is actually a she. It is just really funny. But i have 7 more to watch by monday and then ill only have 78 left to watch i think. Well i have to go so i guess ill talk to you later. by the way i think im gonna stop watching American Idol because it is really ticking me off that Sanjaya is still there. but i keep you informed

Hastalamalakum

-Phoenix

Hello everybody,
Its been a week or two since i was on here last. So recently for some odd reason i have found things difficult to grasp. I have found myself wondering about everything. Like this past Sunday i was supposed to sing in church, which i do almost every sunday. And i couldnt even finish the song because i was crying. I NEVER cry. its not what i do. And recently i have noticed even more so that my god family is extrememly snobbish. But i have to go ill post more later today. We got out early so classes are shortened.
hastalamalakum
-phoenix

my updated version of Society's Unwanted Children

here is the first part im still revising some though

Society’s Unwanted Children
“Violence, it’s the ultimate high.”
- Jack Williams
By Chelsea Blake


Part I
Beginning Scene: Joe’s Bar Jack and friend Tyler enter, right as Alezandro Mone is getting ready to sing.
Jack: I just don’t think there’s another girl out there for me man. At least not one that could handle all my anger. (Chuckles to himself)
Peter: You have to be the oddest person I have ever net. I mean you could just go out and get a girl and have fun with her.
Jack: No I couldn’t do that because I just don’t find a woman who sells herself all that appealing.
Peter: Well that girl up there has some anger! (Shouting because the music is so loud)
Jack: (staring to pay attention to a girl singing about how she’ll do what she wants to no matter what anyone says and that if someone gets in her way she’ll take them down one at a time) Who is that?
Joe/bartender: That there’s Alezandro Mone but everyone calls her Ale. That is the most gorgeous girl in town, also has more anger than the devil himself.
Jack: I want her. (Says this with the determined voice) and I plan on having her.
Peter: What are you talking about? Didn’t you just say you’d probably never want a woman again?
Jack: That was before I saw her. And I plan on having her,
Joe/bartender: (while refilling their drinks) I wouldn’t count on that man. What’s a Phoenix?
Jack: it’s the most powerful, most elegant, and beautiful bird in the word. It has a heart of fire and it when it dies its reborn through its ashes. And why not? Does she not date or something?
Joe: Yea she dates as long as her foster brother approves but lately she’s not been listening to her brother as much. There’s been some problems there I don’t know.
Jack: Who’s her brother? I might know him.
Joe: Bobby Mone. Esther Mone adopted them.
Jack: Don’t know him do you Tyler?
Peter: Yea he’s a real tough guy streetwise and all. Let’s just say he’s not the kind of guy you want to mess with.
Jack: Oh well. Yu can’t stop a guy on a mission.
Peter: Hey man she might not even for you. Did you think about that? (Laughing)
Jack: Do I look like the kind of a guy that would get turned down?
Peter: No you look like the kind of guy who’s really over-confident. Hey man here she comes.
Jack: I’ll catch you later. (Walks over to Ale) Hi, I’m Jack
Ale: (Glances at him without a second thought) And?
Jack: What’s your name?
Ale: Ale. Is that all I can help you with Jack? (Says this bluntly)
Jack: Maybe. Can I get you a drink?
Ale: No you may not. I’m 17. Bet you don’t want to talk to me now, now then do ya?
Jack: No that’s cool. How about a soda?
Ale: Ok.
Jack: So you’re a singer huh?
Ale: (pouring a flask in her drink then takes a pill) not really it’s just a spare time kind of thing
Jack: (laughs while looking at her cup) That’s cool. I have a spare time kind of thing to.
Ale: Oh yea what?
Jack: I fight
Ale: Like professionally?
Jack: You could say that I used to just start fights on the street but now I own a place where people can just fight for the fun of it, it’s kind of like that movie fight club you know. In fact that’s probably where I got the idea from.
Ale: And is anyone allowed at this so called club?
Jack: Well you could come check it out with me if you want to.
Ale: I don’t know maybe I shouldn’t.
Jack: Ok well I guess I gotta go (and gets up to walk away)
Ale: Wait… you’ll let me in free?
Jack: You sure your brother won’t mind?
Ale: Do I honestly look like the kind of girl who listens to everything her brother says? I’m in. If it’s for free.
Jack: In that case let’s go.
Ale: Great
Scene change: The car pulls up to the club and Jack and Ale get out.
Jack: Welcome to my sanctuary!
Ale: It looks great. Let’s go.
Jack: There’s something you should know if you go in there you have to fight.
Ale: Ok (says surprisingly)
Jack: Alright (laughing)
Ale: (enters the club) This place is great Jack.
Jack: Thanks I like it alright. (Sees Peter across the room) I want you to meet a friend of mine. Hey Peter come over here will ya
Peter: Hey He-y (exaggerated) you’re that singer you were really good. I’m Peter.
Ale: It’s nice to meet you I’m Ale. Jack says you’re the co-founder of this place.
Peter: Yea that would be me
Peter: So hey are you going to fight?
Ale: I hear you don’t have a choice.
Peter: Well it is a rule. Alright its time to go
Jack: Aww you’ll do great. (Stands in center of the room and starts the meeting) Welcome everyone to the main spot tonight. As you all know if it’s you’re first night here you have to fight, so who’s first.
Ale: I’ll go.
Jack: (smiling) Alright any takers? No? Alright then how about me?
Ale: Ok. Let’s go (this said confidently)
Jack: (while taking off his shirt and shoes and Ale did the same she kept on her bra) You scared?
Ale: Do I look scared?
(The fight began. He hit She hit. They both shed blood. The fight lasted 2 hours. And then at the end…
Ale: I hate to embarrass you but I have to do this. (And she hit him and he fell Ale won the fight.
Everyone: (screaming) OH MY GOD (over and over)She Beat Jack!!!!! Oh my God!!!
Ale: No hard feelings come here
Jack: Come Here. (Leads her over to the corner and starts kissing her)
Ale: I’ll take that as a no. (And kisses back)
Scene change: Bobby at the Joe’s Bar
Bobby: Hey Joe where’s Ale?
Joe: She left with some guy a few hours ago she gave me the address.
Bobby: You let her go off with some guy give me that address. Who was it?
Joe: Jack Williams he owns that place where you can go fight for the fun of it. That’s where he took her actually.
Bobby: I’m going to kill 3 people tonight. You, him, and her. Man I have a busy night so excuse me.
Setting Change: Back at the spot/club Bobby has just entered the building and is greeted by Peter.
Peter: hi I’m Peter welcome you’re new right so you have to fight so let’s find you a partner.
Bobby: No I’m just hear to fi (sees Ale and Jack making out) fight Jack Williams.
Robbie: Alright. Yo Jack you just got a challenger.
Jack: Ok I’ll be right there. You going to watch me.
Ale: Of cou- Oh my God!
Jack: What?
Ale: It’s my brother Bobby. The one who just challenged you. He’ll try and kill you. I mean who do you think taught me to fight.
Jack: I’ll watch myself don’t worry. I never lose two fights in a row.
Ale: just be careful ok?
Jack: Ok
Ale: (walking over to bobby) Bobby what are you doing don’t do this.
Bobby: Excuse me as soon as I kill him I’m taking you home and then we’ll talk.
Ale: Bobby! (The fight began. They shook hands and started the fight.)
Bobby: I better not ever see you touch my sister again man. You got that? (Says while walking around Jack)
Jack: I’m sorry no I don’t remind me again. (Tauntingly)
Bobby: (slams in the head) I said you better not touch my sister again. You got it now.
Jack: Sorry no I forgot again. (Bobby slams his head in again. Blood flying everywhere)
Jack: Alright I got it. Shit I lost it again. (Bobby slams him in again with Jack’s blood flying again then Jack starts laughing and jumps on Bobby and shakes out all the blood on him. Then attacks him till Bobby goes limp. Jack gets up)
Jack: Get him to a hospital (gets Ale and takes her to his room)
Ale: I really should go check on Bobby.Jack: Shh. (he soothes) He'll be fine. I saw you out there watching and i realize that we share a dark secret Ale.Ale: What are you talking about?Jack: You crave violence and blood. You don’t have to deny it.Ale: I don’t know what you're talking about.Jack: You're telling me that you don’t get off every time someone hits you or you see someone get hit. And that you don’t love the smell of blood. (He leans towards her with blood dripping everywhere)Ale: (swallows) No uhh I don’t.Jack: (leans in closer and whispers seductively) Are you sure?Ale: No. (She gasps as Jack grabs her and kisses her with his bloodstained mouth and picks her up and slams her into the wall, she kisses back and they were quiet for the longest time and then they fell asleep in each other’s arms.
Scene change: Jack visits bobby at the hospital
Bobby: (looks up and sees Jack) Get the hell out of my room.
Jack: Aww now don’t be like that. I just came by to say I’m sorry for being so hard on you your first night. But it was somewhat your fault I mean I just accepted the challenge.
Bobby: You honestly think I care about the fight. It’s about you messing around with my little sister. What the hell have you done to her?
Jack: I haven’t done anything to her. She chooses everything she does. In fact you might be interested to know your sister is well umm…
Bobby: (furiously) Shut Up!!! You don’t know anything about my sister. For Chris sake. I swear if I find out that you touched her or hurt her I will report you to the police. I mean I would kill you but I want you to suffer for a long time. What do you want with her anyway?
Jack I think you should know me and her we share something that most people would find appalling, and you probably will think I’m crazy.
Bobby: It’s a little late for that. And what could you to possibly have in common?
Jack: Well I was never absolutely positive until I saw her looking at us last night. She wasn’t looking with worry, but a desire for the blood.
Bobby: What the hell are you talking about?
Jack: She thirsts for blood. She loves the smell, the taste; she craves it just like me. Violence gets her off ma…
Bobby: SHUT UP!!! You’re crazy. I can’t believe you pulled my sister in your twisted little world. My sister is not like that at all. Stay away from her or I swear I’ll call the police and have you put away for a long time.
Jack: (approaching Bobby’s bed) Oh I wouldn’t do that if I were you. Because you see there only about five police there that aren’t working for me, and plus I wouldn’t want to kill you (starts twisting Bobby’s arm Bobby screams) because believe it or not Ale does care about you. So don’t make me upset her. (Twists harder) OK?
Bobby: (grimacing) no I won’t just let you screw with my sister.
Jack: I’m sorry what was that I couldn’t hear you. (Twists till you can feel his arm crack)
Bobby: Alright I won’t involve the police but I will make sure you stay away from my sister. And if that means having to kill you then so be it. (Sighing as jack loosens his grip)
Nurse: (nurse walks in speaking sternly) What in the world is going on in here?
Jack: Nothing mam I was just making sure my good friend here was ok. (Looking back at Bobby) See you around Bobby. I’ll tell Ale you said hey. (Turns around to leave)
Scene Change: Hospital room, Bobby’s asleep as Ale walks in the room.
Ale: Bobby you awake?
Bobby: What happened to you last night?
Ale: Yea. I’m sorry I left I wanted to go with you but Jack said you would be fine and he was hurt to so I just to help Jack. I mean he was drenched in blood. (Blood said lustfully)
Bobby: Yea He came by.
Ale: Yea I knew he would like you. And didn’t I tell you he was a good guy. I mean there was no hard feelings right. It was just a wholesome fight, and you challenged him.
Bobby: He threatened to kill me Ale if I said anything to the police.
Ale: What are you talking about? Jack wouldn’t say that. I think you’ve been taking to much of those pain killers that got you on here.
Bobby: No Ale listen it’s not the medicine. I don’t want you around him anymore. He’s dangerous. And he’s changing you to.
Ale: He is not. I’m not hearing this Bobby. I like him ok. I like him a lot and I would appreciate it if you would just let me be happy for just this once. I don’t need you to protect me anymore. Ok just leave me alone Bobby Please. Just stay out of it. Please.
Bobby: I want you to be happy. It’s just that I don’t trust this guy Ale. He shook his own blood all over me and laughed the whole time. Then he just jumped on me. The guy’s crazy Ale. And I won’t let you see him anymore. I’ll call the police it’s illegal for you to see him he’s over 21 and you’re not 18 yet.
Ale: I’m leaving and if I find out you called the cops I will never speak to you again do you understand me Bobby. Good. Don’t even bother talking to me. (Gets up to leave)
Bobby: Ale! Ale! Get the hell back here! Ale!
Ale: (walks down the hall, goes down the elevator, then exits the building, gets in her car infuriated)
Scene Change: Ale is on the phone trying to get a hold of Jack while stuck in traffic on her way back to the house.
Ale: (Dialing the phone) God where are you Jack!?
Ale: (phone ringing) Pick up the goshdamn phone. Pick it up. Damn-
Jack: (drunk answers the phone) Hullo? Ale?
Ale: Jack (answers immediately) Where are you? We need to talk.
Jack: I’m at Joe’s come on down sweetheart.
Ale: I’ll be there in a minute. (Then she runs a stoplight)
Scene change: Joe’s Bar Ale pulls up and gets out of the car, and starts in the bar.
Ale: (spotting Jack on his usual stool in the back. And walks over) Jack!
Jack: Hey baby! (Drunk)
Ale: Jack we really need to talk! Jack!
Jack: Talk away sweetheart.
Ale: Alone if you don’t mind honey. (Sarcastically while pulling Jack from the bar)
Jack: I’m coming. Just let me get my dri… (Drops his class) Oops just put it on my tab Joe. (Says this while laughing)
Jack: (after getting in the car) Hey Baby. (Starts kissing Ale)
Ale: (kisses back then pulls away) Jack I really do want to talk to you for just a sec ok? Ok.
Jack: (leans back) ok. What about?
Ale: Did you go see Bobby today? Because he says you did. And he says you threatened him? And now he doesn’t want me to see you.
Jack: Hold on. Ok yes I saw him (dumbfounded) At least I think I did. And no honey I didn’t threaten him. Alright now that that’s settled. (Leans in to kiss her again)
Ale: (kisses him back but then pulls back again) Ok I believe you but what about him not wanting me to see you. I mean I don’t like doing stuff against my brother Jack.
Jack: I don’t know why but your brother doesn’t like me, and he can’t control you, I can’t control you, only you can control you. I mean no one’s making you stay. You came on your own free will. Ok now lets try this again. (Kisses her again)
Ale: (Finally stops talking and kisses him back)
Scene change: Bobby at Joe's bar talking to Ace
Bobby: So what do you know about Jack Williams
Ace: What do you want to know?
Jack: Everything you know about him. (Firmly)
Ace: Well let's see he doesn't have any parents. Well take that back his dad's in jail. Uhh... he's been arrested three times in the last five years. He's almost always impossible to find and is really good at persuading people to do what he wants. I mean he's one hell of a spokes person.
Bobby: Anything else?
Ace: Yea he was married about two years ago.
Bobby: What? Where are they now?
Ace: They were murdered. 'Bout killed pour Jack. Especially seeing as how they never found there murderer.
Bobby: Oh my God (gets up to leave)
Scene Change: Night time on the town bridge fifty feet above the water. Drinking coffee
Jack: Hey I’ve never asked where you got your accent.
Ale: (staring out at the water) Well let’s see I lived in London until I was 14, and then my foster father moved me down here; and then when he was shot Esther took me in and that’s how Bobby became my brother
Ale: what about you have you always lived here? (Pauses and takes a pill)
Jack: For as long as I can remember I have, but then again I had some pretty brutal beatings so my head might not remember right. And what are those things you’re always taking?
Ale: Just daily vitamins. And I know how that goes I’ve had it pretty rough before I got to Esther. Constant beating I think that’s why I love violence because it’s all I’ve ever known
Jack: Same here (knowingly still looking at the cup where she just took her pills) Parents suck did you ever know your real ones?
Ale: yea for a little while anyways I had a picture perfect family. You see my mom left when I was four. Then my dad left when I was 6 leaving me with his prostitute wife. And she passed me around on all of her clients until she got shot by one of them. Then all of my foster parents did the same you know hit me and all that shit. Then I came here my foster father was shot that’s when Esther took me in she was the only woman who ever bothered to care. Then she got killed a year ago at a convient store hold up so Bobby's my guardian now. How about you?
Jack: mine was just as good. My mom was killed by my dad when I was five but the court never convicted him. So I was stuck with him. And he would come home drunk and knock me around till my white carpet was dyed red with my blood. He even put me on top of the stove once when it was on. Constantly telling me I had to go to college because he didn’t. He'd come home drunk with all his girlfriends and beat me up while they laughed. I was a punching bag for him and all his friends and I would go a month at times without food or a bath or any of that kind of stuff. We constantly switched apartments because he couldn’t pay the rent everyone worse than the one before. So yea I had a picture perfect family to.
Ale: Man we was beat when we was born. So I wonder why we love fights and violence so much after everything we've been through
Jack: (taking a swallow of his beer) now that I don't know all I can guess is that’s when our parents tried to kill us over and over. We decided that instead of realizing that it hurt we made it feel good we turned into pleasure until the point where we craved and it became our ultimate high. I mean because violence is the ultimate high.
Ale: So basically we're psychotic yea I think that pretty much sums it up.
Jack: We're not psychotic we just know that someday we're gonna die and instead of being afraid of that fact we take every chance that we can get to make our lives that much better. In the words of Tyler Durden from Fight Club, “It’s only after we’ve lost everything, that we’re free to do anything.” I mean we could try and go through life and say we're going to be famous. We'll be known world wide, people will want to be us, but it will never happen and it’s about damn time we realize that we're society's unwanted children and we're fine with that. We realize that we were dealt the bad hand since the day the doctor smacked us on our asses when we entered this world. That’s why we live everyday making it as pleasant as possible. But not anymore because we're going to do what we want and push everyone out of our way we're going to be free from all that consumerism and high society. We're going to take the fact that we're society's unwanted children and use it to our advantage.
Ale: (staring at Jack with awe) I knew there was a reason I stayed.
Jack: The only question now is what are we going to do with this new found realization?
Ale: I don't think it matters it’s our world now right. I mean the world as we knew it is now our domain.
Jack: That’s exactly right. And now we just need to let the world know that we’re not following the rules anymore. I mean let’s face it every rule out there has been made by some rich guy who thinks he’s perfect I say we need to stop trying to be so damn perfect and let things happen as they happen. We need to learn to let go. So what do you say let’s let go.
Ale: What? (Says this as Jack lifts her on top of the railing of the bridge.
Jack: (holds her, and looks down.) Are you ready?
Ale: (Looking down) No but let’s do it. (And they let go and fall fifty feet into the water screaming)
Ale: That is the most amazing thing I have ever done.
Jack: That was so awesome. (They both look up at the bridge and sees people looking down and pointing)
Jack: I think we’ve just started a whole new revolution. (Looks at Ale and they both start laughing)
Scene Change: Bobby is on his way home after leaving the hospital. He is on the phone with his friend Josh who knows everyone and where to find them in town.
Bobby: (Josh picks up the phone) Josh Hey I need you to do me a favor man
Josh: What do you need me to do?
Bobby: Do you know a guy by the name Jack Williams?
Josh: Yea man. That guy is crazy man. He owns that place where you can go…
Bobby: Yea yea I know fight for the fun of it., so you know him then
Josh: Of course I know him. What do you want from him?
Bobby: Where can I find him?
Josh: I don’t know if I should tell you he made it pretty clear he doesn’t like to be found. Unless you got good reason. (Probing him for answers)
Bobby: He’s got my little sister. Now where can I find him?
Josh: So that was Ale…
Bobby: Wait what do you mean that was Ale?
Josh: Well Big Todd told me he saw Jack and Ale jump off of the old bridge. Apparently they wanted to experience the rush. I never knew your sister was such a dare-devil.
Bobby: She wasn’t that Jack has got her thinking all these things that just doesn’t make any sense; stuff like the world looks done on us and we were dealt a bad card in life, and we’re low-lives.
Josh: Damn man I didn’t realize that. Sure I’ll tell you we’re he’s at man.
Bobby: Thanks man
Josh: Alright man he’s at his house right now just go to 1966 Ashland Stokes Bridge Rd. He’s there with Robbie and your little sister.
Bobby: Thanks man I owe you one.
Josh: No problem man and tell your sister I said hey.
Bobby: Alright man. Check you later.
Scene change: Jack’s house. Mid-day, with Jack, Robbie, and Ale, while eating.
Peter: Hey guys check it out (starts reading from newspaper) “Two people were seen jumping off the old Jameson Bridge last night at around 1:00 a.m. in the morning. They were seen talking on the side when they got up on the railing and jumped down fifty feet below. Although no one talked to them afterwards they were seen bobbing back up in the water and laughing. What has our youth come to that would make them want to jump off of bridges? What dare I ask is next?” Wow I wonder who it was. (Pondering the thought)
Ale: (looks at Jack and they smile) I don’t know probably just a couple of punks drunk.
Peter: (Looks from Ale to Jack) wait you mean it was you two. How come I wasn’t in on it? (Accusingly)
Jack: it was a spur of the moment thing.
Peter: Yeah right
Ale: No it was really
Jack: Seriously man am I the kind of guy who plans anything out?
Peter: I wouldn’t say that
Jack: Well listen to this I was thinking that (stops as car drives up)
Peter: Where you expecting somebody?
Jack: No
Ale: Oh my God
Jack: What?
Ale: That’s Bobby’s car
Jack: (walking out on the porch) Can I help you with something there Bobby?
Bobby: Cut the crap. Where’s Ale?!?
Jack: You know I don’t know but…
Bobby: Ale!!! Get you ass out here right now!!!
Jack: Now hold on right there she’ll come out f she wants to but if she doesn’t want to talk to you than your not gonna to make her. (Gets up in Bobby’s face)
Bobby: I’m leaving here with my sister whether you like it or not. (Gets right back up in Jack’s face)
Ale: (they both turn when Ale walks outside) What do you want Bobby?
Bobby: I want you to come home right now. (Firmly)
Ale: Well that’s not going to happen. I like it right where I am. (Goes and stands beside Jack)
Jack: Well if that’s all you wanted I guess you’ll be on your way. (Puts his arm around Ale)
Bobby: I’ll leave as soon as my sister gets her ass in the car. (Looks at Ale) Ale get in the damn car. We’re leaving.
Bobby: You know what fine. I'll go but, can I please just have one second with you please Ale?
Jack: Listen she said she didn't want to talk so why...
Ale: It's ok Jack.
Bobby: Thank you. (Looks at Jack) Alone if you don't mind.
Jack: Now ho...
Ale: Jack just give us a minute ok? (Looks at Jack pleadingly)
Jack: Alright I'll be right inside if you need anything ok?
Ale: Alright. (Looks back at Bobby) Ok what do you have to say?
Bobby: I'm sorry if you think that it's you that I don't trust because it's not. Ok?
Ale: I know that.
Bobby: It's him I don't like.
Ale: What don’t you like about him Bobby? I mean do you even have one good reason for me to go with you other than the fact that you don’t like him.
Bobby: Where to freaking start? He’s been in jail three times in the last freaking five years Ale! He has a talent of getting people to do what he wants; and he was married two years ago but then they were just murdered while he was off in England. He’s not good for you, or your health. (Last 3 parts muttered)
Ale: You have no right to talk about my health, and beside I’m taking care of that. And just so you know I know he’s been arrested before and in case you forgot you’ve been to jail a couple time to. And where in hellfire did you here that he was married.
Bobby: Ace told me it happened two years ago His wife’s name was Rebecca and he had a little girl to. Her name was Jasmine.
Ale: Stop it! I finally have something good in my life please don't ruin it for me. (In tears)
Bobby: Do you honestly think this is going to last Ale? Wake up! Nothing good ever lasts especially not for people like us. (Tries to go to Ale)
Ale: (pushes him away) Stay away from me! Get the hell out of here. (Bobby tries to go to her again) Don't touch me. I said get out.
Bobby: 9pauses then turns to leave) I love you Ale. You’re my sister and I love you. I just want you to that.
Ale: (on her knees sobbing) please get out. (Says between breaths)
Bobby: (gets in car and leaves)
Ale: (turns around and sees Jack waiting in the house and mouths to him...) Goodbye (and turns and runs)
Jack: (bolts out of the door and screams) Ale! Ale don't do this! Ale! (Runs after her as she runs onto a crowded sidewalk)
Scene change: Jack running after Ale on the sidewalk
Jack: (running into people shouting Ale's name while people curse at him as he runs into them) Ale!!! (Over and over)
Bystander: (gets in front of Jack Hey man do you have some money?
Jack: Move I have to get by (trying to push his way through)
Bystander: come on man just a couple of dollars.
Jack: (reaches in his pocket and throws $50 at the man) there! (Continues to scream for Ale) Ale!! (Looks around and realizes he’s lost her to the crowd)
Scene change: Ale enters a Bed and Breakfast and starts talking to the owner
Mrs. Miller/owner: Well hello there can I help you with something? (Says this as Ale enters in back first cheerily)
Ale: (turns around) Yes I’d like to rent a room for a couple of nights please
Mrs. Miller: Are you alright honey? You're not in any trouble are you?
Ale: No mam so how much are the rooms?
Mrs. Miller: $30 a night
Ale: Alright I’ll be here probably three nights (hands her the money)
Mrs. Miller: Well alright then let’s get you settled in (looks around for Ale's bags)
Well child where are your bags?
Ale: I don't have any
Mrs. Miller: Well I say I ain't never had someone come in with no bags, but alright how about some food then?
Ale: (looks out the window one more time) Alright.
Scene change: Jack walks back into the house.
Peter: What happened? Why was Ale at the Miller’s Bed and Breakfast?
Jack: What? (Demanding)
Peter: I saw Ale go in that bed and breakfast place you know right near the park.
Jack: (runs out of the house. Goes to get in his car)
Peter: Hey where are you going? (Screams)
Jack: (doesn’t even look back as he drives off)
Scene Change: Back at the bed and breakfast Ale is eating dinner with Mrs. Miller
Mrs. Miller: Are you sure you’re alright sweetie? (Says this as she gives Ale her dinner and sits down at the other end of the table)
Ale: Yes thank you. (Says as she eats a bite of macaroni and cheese)
Mrs. Miller: Ok. So what brings you here to my little inn? Do you live far away?
Ale: Umm it’s just our house is kind of full right now. So I was just going to crash somewhere else for a few days. That’s all.
Mrs. Miller: So you live here?
Ale: Yes mam (still looking over her shoulder)
Mrs. Miller: I swear if I had a dollar for every time you looked out that window.
Ale: I’m sorry (smiles apologetically)
Mrs. Miller: It’s alright. So how is the roast beef?
Ale: It’s gre- (someone comes in the door)
Mrs. Miller: Excuse me dear.
Ale: Sure (trying to see who it is) cool it (mutters to herself then hears Mrs. Miller say across the room)
Mrs. Miller: How can I help you (says to the man at the door)
Man: Yeah umm I’m actually looking for somebody. Is there a umm Ale Mone here?
Ale: Oh My God! (And falls out of chair) shit. (Gets up to go out the back)
Jack/man: Ale (sees Ale in the back and pushes Mrs. Miller and starts running after her)
Ale: (runs out the back door)
Jack: Ale! (Runs after her and screams)
Ale: (keeps running)
Jack: (mutters to himself) darn she’s fast (then screams yet again) Ale! Come on. Give me a chance to explain! Ale! (Speeds up) Ale! (Catches up to her and grabs her making them both fall to the ground)
Ale: (they both get up and she turns and starts hitting him) Why didn’t you tell me? I trusted you! My whole life has been filled with nothing but people lying to me! (Stops and falls on the ground and sobs)
Jack: (kneels down beside Ale) Hey its ok. I love you Ale when will you understand that?
Ale: (After long pause) I do I mean I do understand. (Another long pause then whispers) I love you to.
Jack: (leans in and kisses Ale then hugs her. Then starts laughing. Looks up at Ale still laughing)
Ale: (laughs to they both start laughing right in the rain)
Scene change: Ale and Jack are in the car on the way home the car is silent
Ale: You didn’t have to hide it from me you know it wouldn’t have changed anything you know. But why were you arrested the last time? I know all the other times but you never told me about what happened that last time.
Jack: (thinks for a second) When my family was killed, it nearly killed me, and I didn’t tell you because I was afraid of what you might think; and it was just so much easier that way.
Ale: I know how you feel on that one I tried to kill myself when my mom Esther was killed.
Jack: Well hold on a sec that’s not all. When the detective told me at his office that they were closing the case without convicting anybody I blew up. I threw things around like chairs and papers and shoved the desk. Then this other cop came in and tried to restrain me, and that’s when I got my first taste of violence, because you see I had never been in a fight since my father and all of a sudden right then and there I blew it. I tried to kill him all that anger that I had been holding in I let it all out right on him. It took five guys to hold me back. The guy was in a coma for 10 months. So I served two years. And the bad thing was I never got to tell the man I was sorry. Not once. I felt bad about hurting him because it made me realize how much I was like my father, and that terrified me. That’s why I never fight somebody unless they agree.
Ale: Have you ever tried to find that cop I mean so you could tell him how you felt?
Jack: Yes, I even went to his house once. His name was Kevin James I saw him there in a wheelchair with his wife and child. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it.
Ale: Would you ever try and talk to him if you had the chance to you know if he was alone?
Jack: Don’t even think about Ale. I’m not even supposed to see him. My probation officer won’t let me.
Ale: You’re on probation do you realize that half the stuff you do could put you back in prison. Gosh, Jack you are so infuriating!!!
Jack: (laughing) Will you just relax. I’m smarter than you take me for.
Ale: (mutters) humph. Let’s see how you feel when you’re back in jail.
Jack: I’m sorry what was that? (Still laughing)
Ale: (as Jack tarts car again) We really do have to start telling the truth more often so that we can avoid moments like this. Because I don’t know about you but I don’t want this to happen again.
Jack: Amen to that. (Looks at Ale) So what are we going to do about your brother?
Ale: Life just refuses to be easy.
Jack: Not meaning to reference Fight Club, but in the words of Tyler Durden, “Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.”
Ale: You know one of these days you’re going to have to stop referring to Tyler Durden no matter how smart his remarks are.
Jack: How dare you put down Fight Club that has got to be the best movie that man ever created, best book to. There hasn’t been one decent movie since either.
Ale: What am I going to do with you? (Kisses Jack while he’s driving then pulls back)
Jack: Now back to the subject of your brother.
Ale: Can we not talk about him till we get home please?
Jack: (then pulls into the house driveway) Oh look here we are (sarcastically)
Ale: Shut up. (Then stops as Robbie comes out looking very distressed)
Peter: Where have you two been?
Jack: Are you ok man?
Peter: (Looks at Ale) Ale I don’t know how to say this? (Stares at him)
Peter: It’s your brother
Ale: What about my brother?
Peter: Well the police came by and asked for you and I said you weren’t here, Then I asked what they wanted with you and then they asked if I was family. I lied and said yes. Then they told me that, he was killed in a car accident. He was driving out near the interstate and apparently he wasn’t paying attention and went on the wrong side of the road, and well there was an 18 wheeler, well you know how it goes from there. (pauses) I’m so sorry Ale
Ale: (Standing still the whole time looked up with a glaze in her eyes then looks at Jack)
Scene Change: Bobby’s grave right after funeral. Jack, Ale, and Peter.
Jack: wow this place is really creepy. (Trying to lighten the mood)
Ale: It’s a cemetery. What do you expect?
Jack: creepiness (sullenly)
Peter: Wow I’m really bored (Jack smacks Peter across the head)
Jack: Damn it Peter you are so stupid.
Ale: (starts laughing)
Jack: (starts laughing to)
Peter: What I missed it? What is so funny? (Then starts laughing to)
Ale: (looks up and says…) You know what Peter I’m bored to. Let’s go do something.
Jack: What’d you have in mind?
Ale: I’m sure we can think of something to piss the world off.
Jack: Let’s go.
To be continued…..

Fear

hey people guess what i now once again have a new movie obsession. Seeing as how ive seen Four Brothers that obsession is officially over and my new one is Fear it stars Mark Walhberg and Reese Witherspoon . Its about an older guy starts datinga younger girl but then she realizes that it was such a good idea when he gets to the point of obsession. So if anyone knows where i can find tht plz tell me. And OMG im so jealous of about 10 000 people because they all got to see Breaking Benjamin 3 Days Grace(one of my fav band) and then Nickelback ugh i wouldve have killed to go there. And there are some retarded people in my class they have no idea what theyre talking about when it comes to Eragon. but we wont get into tht subject and guess what i just found out what about Brazil an ipod there is 3000 dollars tht is jus insane well ill update later on in the day i gotts go now
-hastamalakum
-chelsea

Busy busy busy

Hey guys i know its been like 2 weeks since i wrote anything but my life has been going crazy i had to write a 5 page research paper write 20 poems then put them alll in a highly decorated portfolio and just to let you guys see how much i suck at writing poetry heres one of the ones i had to write
Fear
Black like midnight
Eerie silence
Bitter
Stagnant
Demons abound
And horrid uprises
Fear
Like blood from an unhealable wound
Hearts pounding in utter silence
Stale
No smell
Hearts bleeding
My body mind and soul DIES!
Fear
White appearing unseen
Sour enough to make you sick
Like acid on your tongue
Cold ice on the ground
With terror rising as i hear Chiron's call
see i told you it sucked
after tht i had to worry about math and study my butt off because im failing and there threatning to kick me out. my mothers been sick nonstop my exboyfriend is no longer talking to me for unknown reasons which i would normally be happy about except i have to ride with him to anf from school Then about a week ago i took to much aspirin so i was stuck in bed for two days. But i did do really well when i sang at church this past weekend and because of it i have to sing again this weekend but thts ok. I READ FOUR BOOKS IN A SERIES ABOUT VAMPIRES WHICH WERE all really good.
Also American idol sucked yet again this week because Snajaya is still there i hate being rude its just i dont see how someone with tht voice can still be there when there are other people who are there that are better including some of the people tht got voted off even Paula doesnt like his voice. He might be a really nice guy but once again its a singing competition
Well now i must go and study for an english test yea me!
hastalamalakum
-phoenix

Hello Everybody!

Well my day is going very well so far well mostly anyways. i woke up late this marning because my MOTHER decided that she was sick and dint want to wake me up either. The good news is that is 1st period i had to write an essay andi got an 83 but my teacher says if i improve it i can make it a 100 and a kid in my class said it was impossiple to pass so i know i did something write. Basically i just screwed up when it came to my work cited page because i didn't want to do it and i had already forgotten all the websites i went on. But still good news none the less. And i got all of my homework done so im proud and i remembered to get my homewrok signed so that i can get a 100 on it to. Plus not only did i clean the kitchen yesterday but i also washed clothes. I mean i was on a roll. I did manage to watch some tv so let me give you the latest report.
Ok last i watched two new shows. Unfortunately i missed Wildfire and The Black Donnelys
The Furst one being The Class: now last week it left off with Yonk having a heart attack and Kat leaving her boyfriend and Ethan coming to realize that he likes Kat. Well this weeks episode was all out of wack. First Nicole(who was gonna leave yonk for Duncan) decided to stay with Yonk due to his heart attack. Duncan was upset and went home to sulk. Kat went over to Duncans to pick up her sister but she wasnt there so she just waited there with Duncan. Ethan decided to go tell Kat that he liked her. At the end of the show a lot of stuff happened. Richie proposed to Kats sister Lina, we also find out that Duncan had bought a house for him and Nicole but those plans are now foiled, Ethan was sitting outside Kats door waiting on her so that he could tell her he likes her, Kyle is reunited with his boyfriend, and then the show ends with Kat nad Duncan kissing on the couch I was a little depressed because i think Ethan and Kat would make a good couple.
Secondly i watched Heroes: Heroes has become extremely popular and in the season finale at least until April 23rd was very exciting. First ok Peter went to tell Nathan that Samone was dead but ended up getting mad and leaving to find Suresh. Claire meets her grandmother(aka nathans mom) and is running away with the asian. Suresh comes to realize that Zane is in fact Sylar and tries to kill him but Sylar turns things around to his own advantage. Nathan must meet up with Linderman and linderman offers him a huge deal that guarantees him a great life. nIKI/jESSICA are sent to kill the FBI and Nathan. and Jessica kills the FBI but Niki takes over again and instead warns Nathan about whats going to happen and gets nathan to punch her out so Jessica cant come back for a while. hIRO GETS THE SWORD JUST BARELY ESCAPING WITH aNDO. And then the show ends with Peter in Sureshs apartment being seized by Syalr Last thing we see is Peter screaming for his life with Syalr slowly cutiing open his head. It was indeed a very exciting ending. Shows to look for tonight are
1. Gilmore Girls at 8:00 on the CW
2. American Idol. 8:00 on i think FOX its channel six if you have Comcast. Guys night to sing! Go Blake Lewis
3.I think a new CSI New York comes on but im not positive. If it does though it will be on at 10:00
4. House at 9:00 on FOX
5.Pussycat Dolls Present: The Search for the Next Doll AT 9:00 ET/CW

6. College Hill AT 10:00 on ET/BET
10 pm/ET BET
Well i have to go ill keep you updated
hastalamalakum
-Phoenix

My Glorious Weekend

Hello everybody
i hope everyones weekend went well. Mine was very hectic. We had to do three plays and now Cinderella is officially over(tear tear) and then my aunt had a baby on Friday night Saturday i had to babysit my three very annoying cousins Sunday i had to go to Ridgeland then do yet another the play the final play. I got hit across the head while trying to set up SET. I did however get to watch a few good movies this weekend though. i watched
1.) Boogie Nights. Starring Mark Wahlberg about a guy who tries to find out who he is and what hes supposed to do and ends up in the porn industry.(not as bad as it sounds)
2.) Legends of the Fall starring Brad Pitt. About three brothers living in the early 1900's late 1800's how they all fall in love with the same woman and how one of the brothers goes through a ton of trivial stuff
3.) The Bourne Supremacy starring Matt Damon i know just about everyonnes seen it but i havent until last night and it was good im surprised it took me this long to watch it. For those of you who havent seen it. Its about a guy who hoes after people who are after him.
Oh and i have a guy in my first period who wants to know whether or not i have had sex. which i believe is none of his business. i mean who asks that kind of question to someone. Nevermind hes a guy what do i expect. Well i must go ill keep you updated
hastalamalakum
-phoenix

Ok now i can write whats really going on im my life. so lets see i got to talk to joe yesterday which was cool and we had our first two real performances yesterday the one before was just the Arts Council watching. but they both went well and we have 3 or 4 more to go still. but thats cool im having fun. Both my parents are coming so that will be cool i guess if my mom would just get out of the bed. and i had that weird dream again except this time it was weirder by far but i wont get into details. i had to turn in a research paper today to a four page one which i wrote last night. Talk about a procrastinator. anyways not to much is going on my paper was once again on bullying i dont know how i always manage to get stuck with that topic and i have to teach in civics next friday on my research paper. so wont that be fun and we are now on peotryin my english class and i just got assigned my new poem it should be easy though poetry is not that hard and i got an A + in it last year yea me so it should be real easy. and im reading this other book now called The Great Tree Of Avalon its weird so far but maybe it will be good. That last book i read was incredible but i wrote about it last time so i wont bore you with it again. And i really want my firend Amber to come down soon i hadnt seen her in a while so ill try and get that to happen but i dont know.
So on to my tv topics new thing im trying im gonna put up my opinions on some shows i saw this week feel free to comment if you have opinions to.
First off Gilmore Girls. It was good this week and bad I think Lorelie is about to hook back up with Luke just because everyone knows its going to and im so happy she dumped christopher they were just never meant to be. And i think Rory should dump Logan hes a jerk and a drunk plus its bound to happen anyways.
Secondly Are Yo uSmarter Than A Fifth Grader? the new tv show is actually funny i was surprised i mean you would never have guessed how much smarter fifth graders are that grownups. its worth watching.
Thirdly The Class. This is also a pretty new showbut me and my brother and my dad have all come to like it. This past episode was kinda sad because Yonk had a heart attack right as his wife was about to leave him i cant remember his name though. And Cat's perfect relationship ended because Ethan found out he was cheating on her. So she dumped him and the show ended with Cat crying giving Ethan a hug. It was a pretty sad episode. bu tnow i think Cat and Ethan will get together.
Fourthly and lastly American Idol. All 3 episodes this week were ok i thought both the girls and the boys made a huge improvement except for Sanjaya i thought he was worse. And Kellie Pickler came by and sang. And the top 20 lost another four last night one of which i did not think should have gone The girls that left us were Hallie(who i thought did good) and Leslie (who i was happy to see go) The guys who left us was the Nicholaswho i thought was pretty good. and AJ who i also thought didnt deserve to go. I am really mad at America for not voting Sanjaya off because he shoulda gone off last week i mean he really sucked words cant surpass how much he sucked. well now i must go ill keep you updated.
hastalamalakum
-phoenix

JOSH KIDDER

Hello everybody today i shall be posting two blogs one of not as much importance which would be this one i am basically so mad that i thought i would as this person put it "bitch" about somebody. I am here to tell you how much JOSH KIDDER gets on my nerves. and i hope he reads this. Besdies he says i never write about him enough so here it goes. To him everything i say is wrong he refuses to listen and is constantly twisting my words around saying i said something that i didnt. And he says because im a christian i love people because i have to and not because i want to and that is so not true cause ruight now i really dont want to love him. He thinks that when you die you're just dead and thats it and that hes gonna say told you so when hes right which is sad to me because i know hes wrong. he says the christan system is screwed because a murderor can go to heaven by asking for forgiveness and accepting christ but a guy whos done nothing wrong in thier whole lives wont go to heaven because they didnt accept christ and he says thats a screwed system. the whole point of heaven is to accept christand no that he is there for you. ughh he infuriates me. ughh i just wanted to get him out of my system so now i will go and write another blog about how my life is going.

Cinderella

Hey peoples well the first showing for the play is for tomorrow and its during school so i dont have to come. We will be performing for the elementary schools so that will be fun. I have to say though im glad im not cinderella she has to much crap going on but i guess the guys like her and she does end up getting what she wants. So i guess its ok. Well i talked to Joe last night and im thinking about going down to hartsville to see him in 2 weeks he really wanted to come see the play or so he says but e couldnt make it. Likely guy story. And i have a question for all you bloggers out there is the name Jasper for a guy a gay name. because i dont think so. but i have certain friends cough cough (josh) who think it is. Anyways on to other stuff i know i havent posted any more of my play up lately but i havent had much time to write in the past week.

Oh and last night i had the same dream again for like the twentieth time and its really freaky. Basically im dating this girls brother secretly because he doesnt want her to know and one day he takes me to this incredible place i mean its beyond beautiful its got waterfalls and lakes and just a vast gorgeous forest. And he tells me that hes leaving and then the whole forest goes dark and all i see is him and then hes gone and im stuck in the darkness by myself now dont laugh because isnt it weird to have that same dream so many times.

Well i have to go ill keep you updated

hastalamalakum

-phoenix

Hello Everybody

You know one good thing about this website is i don't have to talk just write which is good. Especially seeing as how i've lost my voice. Anyways my life is going ok i guess. This past weekend i got to go to the WinterJam Concert with Savanna which was awesome i had tons of fun. And like one of my friends (josh kidder) some of you probably think that a christian concert is no fun and that we christians don't know how to have fun or play rock music because ts against our religion. And that is completely not true. Just because your a christian does not mean you cant have fun. We were at the concert till 3 in the morning. If you dont listen to it you should really give ita chance. You dont have to be a christian to listen to it. I would suggest Hawk Nelson they're the best. And theres a christian conference coming up and savanna is sponsoring me so that i can go. YEA FOR ME. Well not much else has happened but I do have two research papers to write and homework to be done so i must go. i'LL keep you updated and give the music a chance its awesome.
hastalamalakum
-chelsea

My New Layout

Hey peoples
what do yall think about my new layout. And yall finally get to see what i look like. Speaking of pictures the one at hte top arte from the wedding the one wit hthe camera is my dad and the one singing is my mom and the guy who is in the marine uniform is my brother. They are the best picture i could find.Well my life is going pretty good so far. im still good friends with that guy. My ex- and me are still good friends. Plus i finally got a hold of that movie i just have to wait on my friend to burn it. i have no school tomorrow. This coming weekend ill get to go to Bishopville/Hartsville and see everyone for the first time since we moved here. Im still failing math but im taking tutoring. By the way i hope everyone had a great Valentine's day other than the fact that its my least favorite day of the year (people are just to lovey dubby for my liking) i still hope yall had a good one. I did recieve a two boxes of chocolates and a stuffed animal. So that was ok i guess. My mother and i are getting along ok so far except for when she told me i was failing math to get her attention. I think she thinks to much of herself. Oh and here are the pics from my aunts wedding it was beautiful its also my family

arent they beautiful well i must go ill keep you updated
hastalamalakum

phoenix

IM FREE

HEY EVERYONE
IM SO HAPPY I HAVE TO USE CAPS. Lets see where to start ok well i broke up with my boyfriend, finally i told him i just didnt love him the way he loved me, and i dont plan on marrying him at this time. But check this out that guy Joe i mentioned in an earlier post is awesome. i told him i broke with my now ex boyfriend so he was like well now i can hug you in public and he gave me a hug. Hes like everything i want in a guy which is perfectly great with me. i also heard this song the other day by Kenny Rogers which i thought was beautiful hers the lyrics its called If I Were A Painting
"If I were a paintingCaptured on canvasAlone in the portrait I would standAnd brush strokes boldYet soft as a whisperThe work of a feminine handCaught in a still lifeSurrounded by shadowsOR lost in a background of blueIf I were a paintingMy price would be painAnd the artist would have to be youI imagine the colorsWould all run togetherIf you ever allowed me to crySo don't paint the tearsJust let me remember meWithout you in my LIFEIt's only the frameThat holds me togetherOr else I would be falling apartIf I were a paintingI wouldn't FEARAnd you wouldn't be breaking my heart"
Also theres this other song i dont think ive ever mentioned but it happens to be one of my favorites its an old song and when you first look at it it sounds really weird but if you look closely its really deep Its Come Josephine
Come, Josephine, in my flying machineGoing up, she goes, up she goesBalance yourself like a bird on a beamIn the air she goes, there she goesUp, up, a little bit higherOh my, the moon is on fireCome, Josephine, in my flying machineGoing up, all on, good-byeOh say, let us fly, girlWhere, dear? To the sky, girlOh you, flying machineJump in, Miss JosephineCome, Josephine, in my flying machineGoing up, all on, good-bye
well i must go i hope everyone has a good weekend
hastalamalakum
-chelsea

Hey everyone its been a while and a lot has happened so lets ill start with Big Ski.
i didnt get to go but i got to talk to everyone that went from my old church which was awesome. Plus my boyfriend went so i didnt get to see him for a whole 3 days. My dad got me an mp3 player that holds 500 songs which was really sweet of him. My mom was sick as always so i didnt see much of her this weekend but she still managed to give me whatever she had. We gave my Aunt her wedding pictures which she loved. My Uncle Lenny gave me the new Evanescence cd he burned like 5 copies. Im listening to it now its really good they've got some good songs on here. I got to watch bits and pieces of the Four Brothers movie on Youtube but fortunately one of my boyfriends friends has two copies of it i dont why but hes going to give it to me which makes me extremely happy. i had to do an english project over the weekend and i have 3 essay questions due tomorrow along with two character sketches which sucks might i add. but ill get it done. Well im going to leave you now. hasta lamalakum (its my new saying it a mixture of spanish and arab it means see you later and peace be with you) so hasta lamalakum
-Phoenix

The last five things on my list

Well they're not the last five things but its the last of what im going to share as of rite now.
Alrite # 6: I refuse to eat anything that lives in the water .
its true for some reason i find eating fish and crabs and oysters and all that other stuff is pure cruelty and yet im absolutely fine with eating animals that live on the lasnd. i m just weird that way.
7:i like to act out plays in my head before i write them down.
i believe some people call this daydreaming but at least i benefit something from it. i like to see how i would picture something before i write it down. Especially if i saw a m,ovie that day tht i liked i would take the stroy take out characters add characters change the plot and the ending and make more twists. i would make my own some people call it cheating i call a remake
8:i dont buy cds
i havent bought a cd from a store in 6 years. i burn all my cds off of limewire. so i guess i do buy cds because i have to buy blanks so that i can burn them but its a hell of a lot cheaper this way.
9: i love to cook
dont tell anybody though because then everyone wants you to cook. but i love trying out new recipes and working in the kitchen it relaxes me and plus you cant count on my mother to cook she hasnt cooked for us in years unless it was beef stew. and i hate beef stew which she knows
Finally #10: i am in love with Tyler Derden
im sure some of you have seen the movie Fight Club. Well the main character's name is Tyler Derden and he gets this guy to start an underground fight club with him. Only does the other guy find out later that Tyler is his imaginary friend and he is in fact Tyler. but i loved the imaginary friend Tyler played by Brad Pitt. Its also based on a book. i dont usually like Brad Pitt but i loved this character. I loved that he was a psychotic bad ass breaking every rule worth breaking. ive always liked the bad guy better for some reason and i guess it all started with Tyler. i used to even want to start my own fight club but i dont think i will but the movie and the book are both awesome and deviously twisted.
No one knows any of that about me especially the part about Tyler because they take me as a clean cut girl whos favorite movie is Winnie The Pooh no offense to Pooh. Now you no ten things about me that you didnt know before unless you're amber or megan and they dont even know all of this.

Thank God It's Friday!

Hello my fellow readers,
i would first just like to point out that my mother doesnt have diabetes so thats good but now she has no excuse for being sick except that she is mentally ill. i made an oath to myself with a two witnesses present that i would never be like my mother except in the few good ways that she has. So anyways on to lighter topics my aunt is getting married in one week yea for her. I didnt have school yesterday because of weather but i do have school today but thats ok. i cant remember if i told you or not but i have list of books to read that i made for myself. They are mostly classics. So far i have made a list of 87 books and have read 7 so far. i am now on my eighth its called The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath its interesting so far. its about a mentally depressed woman. I cant go to the church ski trip seeing as how we have no money but to tell you the truth i never wanted to go on account of i hate skiing.
I watched the Golden Globes and i was not pleased but i wont share my opinions because they might be taken the wrong way.
I also realized that you guys dont know a whole lot about me. S o im going to tell you 5 things about me for two days so five things to day and five tommorow you probably dont know unless you were there.

1. I have climbed to the top of a mountain.
When i was eleven i was with my friend Megan and my my dad when we were hiking in NC. and just the day before i had had an asthma attack but i wanted to go anyway. As usual my mother was to sick to go but we made it all the way to the top i have pictures to prove it .
2. I have a terrible fear of clowns.
I have feared their paint-on smiles since i was three years old and one of them threw me in the air. i still go to circuses because i like to watch the gymnasts and lions. but everytime a clown comes in i leave the room and i refuse to sit up front because thats where they get there volunteers.
3. I used to work for a dog shelter and now i refuse to work for them again.
Its true a lady at my church owned the local dog shelter and offered me a job. i thought i would love it but it was the saddest thing you ever saw this woman never cleaned the cages so all the animals were covered in their crap. And thats not the worst but when we first went n ther eshe went to the cats room and pulled out 4 dead cats and said they were strong last nite and only a few died. Then she put down nine dogs right in front of me and dumped out at the land fill. They're supposed to keep them alive not kill them. Thats why i now work for a german shepard rescue even though we rescue all dogs. We save them from shelters and abusive homes. So if you know where something like that is happening or would like to adopt one. Then please go to www.nobleshephardrescue.com i believe thats the website.
4.When im home alone i have my own rock concert while cleaning the kitchen.
Yes its embarrasing i know but i do. When i get home i have to clean the kitchen so i get my favorite cd and turn it up as loud as possible and then grab my spatula or my broom and bust out singing but dont worry im majoring in singing and acting so i can sing. but none the less. My dog will even dance around while i sing.
5.i have the first 3 sesons and the last season of X-Files on dvd.
i love the X-Files i always have Moulder and Scully are a house hold name that is one show everyone in my family loves. We love supernatural stuff. We even wrote a letter to sci-fi when they cancelled it and told them to bring it back on.i don t know if it was us they listened to but they are showing it again. It comes on at five every afternoon on sci-fi.
Those are a few things about me that not everyone knows and ill put five other things on tommorow. I ll keep you updated. Tata for now (gosh i hate that saying0
-Phoenix

Life Sucks!!!

Ok well not all life sucks but most of it does. Lets see where should i start alrite lets start with "Joe" well that didnt work out at all because my exboyfriend is his friend soo you know how that goes apparently theres some kind of guy code i dont know. But im now dating my ex lets call him "Bob" because since then he asked me every chance he got and im sick and tired of it and my friend begged me to as well but you see this guy is creepy its like because im going out with him he thinks im going to marry him this guy doesnt even know me at all he couldnt tell me one thing about myself. On to other spectacular news my brother has just been deported to Iraq my mother refuses to spend time with me and now she is always soo damn sick and i hate to say itr but im sick of it shes not even really sick its all in her head and she gets offended when i said i dont like taking pills or when im concerned about her health my mother ate a whole stick of butter by itself yesterday its like shes screaming for a heart attack. The only good news lately is hat my aunt is getting married yeah. and im a bridesmaid and my 9 year old cousin is picking out the dresses
On to lighter subjects the awards shows have started and the Academy Awards are only a few weeks away i told you all im obsessed with movies and im excited. Speaking of obessed i am dying to watch this movies Four Brothers and i will not stop until i watch it but my parents are being paranoid and say to wait till comes on tv the only problem there is its never on. by the way my favorite movie has changed its called The Stand its a 6 hour long Stephen King movie but its not scary or anything its about good versus evil its pure amazing genuis if i most say so. anyways i now have to get through a whole 2 1/2 hour drive with mother tomorrow to go try on wedding dresses yipee for me if anyones elses life is going good out there let me know id love to hear good news just email me or post a comment ill keep you updated

-Phoenix