Busy busy busy

Hey guys i know its been like 2 weeks since i wrote anything but my life has been going crazy i had to write a 5 page research paper write 20 poems then put them alll in a highly decorated portfolio and just to let you guys see how much i suck at writing poetry heres one of the ones i had to write
Fear
Black like midnight
Eerie silence
Bitter
Stagnant
Demons abound
And horrid uprises
Fear
Like blood from an unhealable wound
Hearts pounding in utter silence
Stale
No smell
Hearts bleeding
My body mind and soul DIES!
Fear
White appearing unseen
Sour enough to make you sick
Like acid on your tongue
Cold ice on the ground
With terror rising as i hear Chiron's call
see i told you it sucked
after tht i had to worry about math and study my butt off because im failing and there threatning to kick me out. my mothers been sick nonstop my exboyfriend is no longer talking to me for unknown reasons which i would normally be happy about except i have to ride with him to anf from school Then about a week ago i took to much aspirin so i was stuck in bed for two days. But i did do really well when i sang at church this past weekend and because of it i have to sing again this weekend but thts ok. I READ FOUR BOOKS IN A SERIES ABOUT VAMPIRES WHICH WERE all really good.
Also American idol sucked yet again this week because Snajaya is still there i hate being rude its just i dont see how someone with tht voice can still be there when there are other people who are there that are better including some of the people tht got voted off even Paula doesnt like his voice. He might be a really nice guy but once again its a singing competition
Well now i must go and study for an english test yea me!
hastalamalakum
-phoenix