Tuesday, January 23, 2007

The last five things on my list

Well they're not the last five things but its the last of what im going to share as of rite now.
Alrite # 6: I refuse to eat anything that lives in the water .
its true for some reason i find eating fish and crabs and oysters and all that other stuff is pure cruelty and yet im absolutely fine with eating animals that live on the lasnd. i m just weird that way.
7:i like to act out plays in my head before i write them down.
i believe some people call this daydreaming but at least i benefit something from it. i like to see how i would picture something before i write it down. Especially if i saw a m,ovie that day tht i liked i would take the stroy take out characters add characters change the plot and the ending and make more twists. i would make my own some people call it cheating i call a remake
8:i dont buy cds
i havent bought a cd from a store in 6 years. i burn all my cds off of limewire. so i guess i do buy cds because i have to buy blanks so that i can burn them but its a hell of a lot cheaper this way.
9: i love to cook
dont tell anybody though because then everyone wants you to cook. but i love trying out new recipes and working in the kitchen it relaxes me and plus you cant count on my mother to cook she hasnt cooked for us in years unless it was beef stew. and i hate beef stew which she knows
Finally #10: i am in love with Tyler Derden
im sure some of you have seen the movie Fight Club. Well the main character's name is Tyler Derden and he gets this guy to start an underground fight club with him. Only does the other guy find out later that Tyler is his imaginary friend and he is in fact Tyler. but i loved the imaginary friend Tyler played by Brad Pitt. Its also based on a book. i dont usually like Brad Pitt but i loved this character. I loved that he was a psychotic bad ass breaking every rule worth breaking. ive always liked the bad guy better for some reason and i guess it all started with Tyler. i used to even want to start my own fight club but i dont think i will but the movie and the book are both awesome and deviously twisted.
No one knows any of that about me especially the part about Tyler because they take me as a clean cut girl whos favorite movie is Winnie The Pooh no offense to Pooh. Now you no ten things about me that you didnt know before unless you're amber or megan and they dont even know all of this.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Thank God It's Friday!

Hello my fellow readers,
i would first just like to point out that my mother doesnt have diabetes so thats good but now she has no excuse for being sick except that she is mentally ill. i made an oath to myself with a two witnesses present that i would never be like my mother except in the few good ways that she has. So anyways on to lighter topics my aunt is getting married in one week yea for her. I didnt have school yesterday because of weather but i do have school today but thats ok. i cant remember if i told you or not but i have list of books to read that i made for myself. They are mostly classics. So far i have made a list of 87 books and have read 7 so far. i am now on my eighth its called The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath its interesting so far. its about a mentally depressed woman. I cant go to the church ski trip seeing as how we have no money but to tell you the truth i never wanted to go on account of i hate skiing.
I watched the Golden Globes and i was not pleased but i wont share my opinions because they might be taken the wrong way.
I also realized that you guys dont know a whole lot about me. S o im going to tell you 5 things about me for two days so five things to day and five tommorow you probably dont know unless you were there.

1. I have climbed to the top of a mountain.
When i was eleven i was with my friend Megan and my my dad when we were hiking in NC. and just the day before i had had an asthma attack but i wanted to go anyway. As usual my mother was to sick to go but we made it all the way to the top i have pictures to prove it .
2. I have a terrible fear of clowns.
I have feared their paint-on smiles since i was three years old and one of them threw me in the air. i still go to circuses because i like to watch the gymnasts and lions. but everytime a clown comes in i leave the room and i refuse to sit up front because thats where they get there volunteers.
3. I used to work for a dog shelter and now i refuse to work for them again.
Its true a lady at my church owned the local dog shelter and offered me a job. i thought i would love it but it was the saddest thing you ever saw this woman never cleaned the cages so all the animals were covered in their crap. And thats not the worst but when we first went n ther eshe went to the cats room and pulled out 4 dead cats and said they were strong last nite and only a few died. Then she put down nine dogs right in front of me and dumped out at the land fill. They're supposed to keep them alive not kill them. Thats why i now work for a german shepard rescue even though we rescue all dogs. We save them from shelters and abusive homes. So if you know where something like that is happening or would like to adopt one. Then please go to www.nobleshephardrescue.com i believe thats the website.
4.When im home alone i have my own rock concert while cleaning the kitchen.
Yes its embarrasing i know but i do. When i get home i have to clean the kitchen so i get my favorite cd and turn it up as loud as possible and then grab my spatula or my broom and bust out singing but dont worry im majoring in singing and acting so i can sing. but none the less. My dog will even dance around while i sing.
5.i have the first 3 sesons and the last season of X-Files on dvd.
i love the X-Files i always have Moulder and Scully are a house hold name that is one show everyone in my family loves. We love supernatural stuff. We even wrote a letter to sci-fi when they cancelled it and told them to bring it back on.i don t know if it was us they listened to but they are showing it again. It comes on at five every afternoon on sci-fi.
Those are a few things about me that not everyone knows and ill put five other things on tommorow. I ll keep you updated. Tata for now (gosh i hate that saying0
-Phoenix

Friday, January 12, 2007

Life Sucks!!!

Ok well not all life sucks but most of it does. Lets see where should i start alrite lets start with "Joe" well that didnt work out at all because my exboyfriend is his friend soo you know how that goes apparently theres some kind of guy code i dont know. But im now dating my ex lets call him "Bob" because since then he asked me every chance he got and im sick and tired of it and my friend begged me to as well but you see this guy is creepy its like because im going out with him he thinks im going to marry him this guy doesnt even know me at all he couldnt tell me one thing about myself. On to other spectacular news my brother has just been deported to Iraq my mother refuses to spend time with me and now she is always soo damn sick and i hate to say itr but im sick of it shes not even really sick its all in her head and she gets offended when i said i dont like taking pills or when im concerned about her health my mother ate a whole stick of butter by itself yesterday its like shes screaming for a heart attack. The only good news lately is hat my aunt is getting married yeah. and im a bridesmaid and my 9 year old cousin is picking out the dresses
On to lighter subjects the awards shows have started and the Academy Awards are only a few weeks away i told you all im obsessed with movies and im excited. Speaking of obessed i am dying to watch this movies Four Brothers and i will not stop until i watch it but my parents are being paranoid and say to wait till comes on tv the only problem there is its never on. by the way my favorite movie has changed its called The Stand its a 6 hour long Stephen King movie but its not scary or anything its about good versus evil its pure amazing genuis if i most say so. anyways i now have to get through a whole 2 1/2 hour drive with mother tomorrow to go try on wedding dresses yipee for me if anyones elses life is going good out there let me know id love to hear good news just email me or post a comment ill keep you updated

-Phoenix