Thank God It's Friday!

Hello my fellow readers,
i would first just like to point out that my mother doesnt have diabetes so thats good but now she has no excuse for being sick except that she is mentally ill. i made an oath to myself with a two witnesses present that i would never be like my mother except in the few good ways that she has. So anyways on to lighter topics my aunt is getting married in one week yea for her. I didnt have school yesterday because of weather but i do have school today but thats ok. i cant remember if i told you or not but i have list of books to read that i made for myself. They are mostly classics. So far i have made a list of 87 books and have read 7 so far. i am now on my eighth its called The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath its interesting so far. its about a mentally depressed woman. I cant go to the church ski trip seeing as how we have no money but to tell you the truth i never wanted to go on account of i hate skiing.
I watched the Golden Globes and i was not pleased but i wont share my opinions because they might be taken the wrong way.
I also realized that you guys dont know a whole lot about me. S o im going to tell you 5 things about me for two days so five things to day and five tommorow you probably dont know unless you were there.

1. I have climbed to the top of a mountain.
When i was eleven i was with my friend Megan and my my dad when we were hiking in NC. and just the day before i had had an asthma attack but i wanted to go anyway. As usual my mother was to sick to go but we made it all the way to the top i have pictures to prove it .
2. I have a terrible fear of clowns.
I have feared their paint-on smiles since i was three years old and one of them threw me in the air. i still go to circuses because i like to watch the gymnasts and lions. but everytime a clown comes in i leave the room and i refuse to sit up front because thats where they get there volunteers.
3. I used to work for a dog shelter and now i refuse to work for them again.
Its true a lady at my church owned the local dog shelter and offered me a job. i thought i would love it but it was the saddest thing you ever saw this woman never cleaned the cages so all the animals were covered in their crap. And thats not the worst but when we first went n ther eshe went to the cats room and pulled out 4 dead cats and said they were strong last nite and only a few died. Then she put down nine dogs right in front of me and dumped out at the land fill. They're supposed to keep them alive not kill them. Thats why i now work for a german shepard rescue even though we rescue all dogs. We save them from shelters and abusive homes. So if you know where something like that is happening or would like to adopt one. Then please go to www.nobleshephardrescue.com i believe thats the website.
4.When im home alone i have my own rock concert while cleaning the kitchen.
Yes its embarrasing i know but i do. When i get home i have to clean the kitchen so i get my favorite cd and turn it up as loud as possible and then grab my spatula or my broom and bust out singing but dont worry im majoring in singing and acting so i can sing. but none the less. My dog will even dance around while i sing.
5.i have the first 3 sesons and the last season of X-Files on dvd.
i love the X-Files i always have Moulder and Scully are a house hold name that is one show everyone in my family loves. We love supernatural stuff. We even wrote a letter to sci-fi when they cancelled it and told them to bring it back on.i don t know if it was us they listened to but they are showing it again. It comes on at five every afternoon on sci-fi.
Those are a few things about me that not everyone knows and ill put five other things on tommorow. I ll keep you updated. Tata for now (gosh i hate that saying0
-Phoenix

Life Sucks!!!

Ok well not all life sucks but most of it does. Lets see where should i start alrite lets start with "Joe" well that didnt work out at all because my exboyfriend is his friend soo you know how that goes apparently theres some kind of guy code i dont know. But im now dating my ex lets call him "Bob" because since then he asked me every chance he got and im sick and tired of it and my friend begged me to as well but you see this guy is creepy its like because im going out with him he thinks im going to marry him this guy doesnt even know me at all he couldnt tell me one thing about myself. On to other spectacular news my brother has just been deported to Iraq my mother refuses to spend time with me and now she is always soo damn sick and i hate to say itr but im sick of it shes not even really sick its all in her head and she gets offended when i said i dont like taking pills or when im concerned about her health my mother ate a whole stick of butter by itself yesterday its like shes screaming for a heart attack. The only good news lately is hat my aunt is getting married yeah. and im a bridesmaid and my 9 year old cousin is picking out the dresses
On to lighter subjects the awards shows have started and the Academy Awards are only a few weeks away i told you all im obsessed with movies and im excited. Speaking of obessed i am dying to watch this movies Four Brothers and i will not stop until i watch it but my parents are being paranoid and say to wait till comes on tv the only problem there is its never on. by the way my favorite movie has changed its called The Stand its a 6 hour long Stephen King movie but its not scary or anything its about good versus evil its pure amazing genuis if i most say so. anyways i now have to get through a whole 2 1/2 hour drive with mother tomorrow to go try on wedding dresses yipee for me if anyones elses life is going good out there let me know id love to hear good news just email me or post a comment ill keep you updated

-Phoenix

I've Been Busy

Hey everyone i know i havent been on in a whilebut i have good excuses first i was weaseled into doing 2 different parts in the church Christmas play which we performed last night i had to play the jerks but at least the guy playing my husband both times as well was really cute. We thought it would be really corny but i must say the ending was my all time favorite because when we were changing out of our costumes that cute guy lets call him joe (i dont want to embarass him) Joe came up to me and kissed me and said you did good. Not joking here he had no shirt or anything. That kind of stuff never happens to me and then it happened last night soo i was a little shocked and this guy looks like a model i am not joking. Oh yeah and on my profile theres a picture of a guy on there and he is a co-star in the new film Eragon which i saw and thought it deserved either 2 or 3 stars because i have read the book and it they left way to much out of the movie but if you've never read the book i would give maybe 4 stars . The graphics were greatand the acting was pretty ok, but you have to be into fantasy and that kind of stuff to like it. Its about a boy finds a dragon egg and is the one dragon rider left andits up to him to save the kingdom from the evil king. Its a lot like Star Wars and Lord of the Rings. i finally saw the movie Cellular and i thought it was pretty good. I like the actor Chris Evans he played in that and Fantastic Four hes starting to do some real good movies.
I have to perform in the live nativity tonight and ride a donkey what joy. I also have a meeting im trying to get out of for the Cinderalla play. I have an ex-boyfriend who is now obsessed with me for some reason, but as i've already told you i am now taken and i noe i sound like a prep talking like this so im just going to leave you for now i'll keep you updated.

- Phoenix

Hey everyone
I know ive been gone forever but ive been busy i mean exams are coming up my brothers been here my dad got a new job soo yea ive been busy. i did read however the first 2 books in the Twilight series and i dont know if you have read it but they are both awesome its the story of a girl and a boy fall in love and the boy just happens to be a vampire who yearns for blood more than anyone elses its just awesome i seriously suggest you read it theyre called Twilight and New Moon by Stephenie Meyer there will be more books in the series and if you want more info on the book go to www.stepheniemeyer.com they are both awesome some of the best books ive ever read and i have read a lot of books i have also seen some new movies like Santa Clause 3 and Happy Feet both very cute movies ..... if youre eight.... not kiddin they were kinda bad but i also saw De Ja Vu which was awesome but i wont say anything about tha because iuts hard to explain i also fonally saw Tristan and Isolde which is one of the best love stories ive seen since The Notebook but i must go study for science now seeing as how im failing ....... again
Keep you updated
-Phoenix

Hey everyone
My weeks acyually going well my brother just visited from camp legune or however u spell that. i'm failing science again but thts no news i did see the movie i had been dieing to see The Prestige which was awesome if you haven't seen it yet go and see it twist after twist i had an english project and thats goin well (somewhat) and i have this guy tht i have practically everything in common with freaky huh but hes really cool

X-Men

Hey everyone
my life is actually going surprisingly well l now actually like my science class and am no longer failing. my writing lab rocks a cute guy likes me and other than me being in a fight with my mom im doing great.Now i have to ask your advise on something when someone is talking to you and you realize that person is such a snob should you just listen or say something i mean this person got mad at her dad when he wouldn't get her a guitar a computer and a video game when they just moved in town now does that not sound like shes a totla snob i mean if im stuck up for saying it then im sorry but maybe thats just the way i feel.
you know this is what ive been waiting to write i watched X-Men 3 the other day and i've been thinking wouldn't it be great to have powers like that i mean i would love to read peoples minds and lift things by thinking them but i guess people would look at you a lot differently i mean the movies actually kinda show how we act when we see something different buti mean will we really go to war with ourselves just because we're different i mean who's side would we be on and could we say which ones the rite side to be on for that mattere i dont know forgive me some times i ramble on like that well got to go

always faithful
Phoenix

Hey
My lifes been going good so far this weekend i went to my first drive-in it was actually cool and you know after meeting someone who is very illterate when it comes to movies i thought while i have this blog i 'd like to keep you guys updated on all the new movies coming out. First off i just want to tell you that Titanic is the best movie you could possibly watch. But anyways some new movies coming out in theatres are 'The Prestige' Oct.20 which is about 2 rival magicians whihch i must add is starring one of the best actors on this planet Christian Bale. Then 'The Guardian which is now playing about 2 people fighting together in the national guard. Then movies that came out on dvd are X-Men 3 which is awesomeeven better than the first 2 and i don't usually say that. Stick It which is about a girl comes out of retirement and is forced to join gymnastics again i know it doesn't sound interesting but you'd be surprised.

One of those days

Hey everyone
Have you ever had one of those Monday's where you just want to lock yourself in your room and scream as loud and as long as you can? Well i've had one of those days.First i couldn't go to sleep last night because i had nightmares that a bug was crawling all over me(i have a serious phobia of all bugs). Then i woke upwith a serious headache which i still have. My second class went by with the teacher trying to tell us that we have no idea what drugs can to do a person. Well how would she know i have seen first hand what drugs can to do a person, so why is she telling me i don't know. Then third period i find out i failed my test and even after review i still didn't understand. Now i get tohelp my mother with her after-school program with kids i don't even like. And to top it all off my best friend and i are in a fight. Hopefully the week started off better for you guys. Well I'll keep you updated.

Hey all you readers,
Everyone who knows me knows I'm a big reader and my favorite type of books are fantasies. And lately I've noticed that all the kids who end up becoming heroes are kids who are either foster children or they have really bad parents. So maybe there's hope out there for us after all. Now don't get me wrong I was actually blessed with good parents (most of the time). It's just that the communication skills are terrible. Maybe one day all us kids out there who have problems commuting with our parents will become heroes in our own story (MAYBE). Because don't get me wrong right now I really need for my fairy tale to become true. As for right now though I have to get to school so I'll keep you updated.

-Phoenix

Life and Times of Phoenix Monroe

Life and Times of Phoenix Monroe

Hey all you bloggers out there, Phoenix here. to let you know a little about me i am a freshman in highschool, my father's a prechear, my mothers a teacher, and my brother's a marine. So as you can probably tell I got delt the bad card when it came to family. For all of you out there who have difficulty communicating with your parents i just want you to know you're not alone. My parents and i have a weird relationship my father and i get along ok unless it comes to boys, but my mother and i find it very hard to get along. So i feel you. I was just forced to move from my town and start in a town where i know absolutely nobody, but i'm dealing with it. My house however is a different story it is extremely trashy and small and right in the center of town. Did i mention that there are no cute guys here? Doubt it i mean even the football team is ugly!!! well i'll keep you updated.

-Phoenix